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Thursday, 03 May 2012

  • 120) rude boy - zeds dead.

    1- genius is knowing to stay silent as others demonstrate their ignorance.

    2- no matter how many fingers you cross, how many coins you toss in the fountain, how many wishes you make on a star, if it's not meant to be, it won't happen.

    3- there is a thought in your mind right now. the longer you hold on to it, the more you dwell upon it, the more life you give to that thought. give it enough life, and it will become real. so make sure the thought is indeed a great one.

    4- i complained because i didn't have shoes until i saw someone without feet.

    5- seeing a spider, isn't a problem. it becomes a problem when it disappears.

    6- change is the essence of life. be willing to surrender what you are, for what you could become.

    7- if i had a dream that could come true, it would be the one with me and you. the one where you stood right by my side and we talked and talked until mornings tide. you told me you loved me and that you cared, but when i awoke you weren't there. so i tried to find a way to your heart, because cupid's arrow hit my heart. though for now we are just friends, sometimes time makes relationships bend.

    8- i love it when you fall asleep in my arms because i know that, for just a moment, the world can't touch you.

    9- somebody mentioned your name yesterday and i bowed my head and smiled and remembered all the good times we have had together. then they asked me if i knew you and i replied i used to. 

    10- when you're different, sometimes you don't see the millions of people who accept you for what you are. all you notice is the one person who doesn't.

    11- if you ignore me, i will ignore you. if you dont start the conversation, we wont talk. if you don't put in the effort, why should i? 

    12- past is experience, present is experiment and future is expectation. use your experience in your experiments to achieve your expectations.

    13- sometimes love just isn't enough. sometimes we have to let go of something that once meant the world to us. not because we want to. but because we have to. but life will keep going with or without them. life doesn't stop for you, or for anyone else. life is life. it's hard, but there are those amazing moments that make you who you are. don't sit around crying when you let someone go. someday you'll be okay again. promise.

    14- needing a man is like a parachute. if he isn't there the first time you need him, chances are you won't be needing him again.

    15- last night before i went to bed. thoughts of you filled my head. though i've not cried this way in many years. on to my pillow fell six silent tears. the first was for your smile that i miss. and the taste of your tender lips that i long to kiss. the second was for your angel face and the thoughts of your warm, loving embrace. the third came as no surprise, as i thought of your beautiful, bright, loving eyes. after this the forth came rolling. instead of my pillow, it was you i should be holding. the fifth came for one reason alone; i felt my love for you were not fully shown. i really miss you my love, my dear. there just fell my sixth tear.

    16- it's a real world. no glass shoe. no seven dwarfs. but there's always a villain who wants to destroy your life.

    17- parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up.

    18- tears are sometimes an inappropriate response to death. when a life has been lived completely honestly, completely successfully, or just completely, the correct response to death's perfect punctuation mark is a smile.

    19- the hardest part about accepting the saying “everything happens for a reason" is waiting for that reason to come along.

    20- sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in you life when it wasn't. but then one day you feel something else. something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy.

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

  • 119) unspoken - the ghost inside.

    1- i am everything you want, i am everything you need, i am everything inside of you that you wish you could be, i say all the right things at exactly the right time, but i mean nothing to you and i don't know why.

    2- i'm the type of girl, who can watch tons of horror movies without getting scared. but screams at the top of my lungs when the waffle pops out of the toaster.

    3- i've made mistakes in my life. i've let people take advantage of me and i've accepted way less than i deserve. but, i've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things i can never get back and people who will never be sorry, i know better next time and i won't settle for anything less than i deserve.

    4- it's funny. in school you're taught a lesson, then your given a test. but in life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.

    5- because sometimes you have to step outside of the person you've been, and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are.

    6- when you see someone in your dreams, it just means that they really want to see you. they want to see you so much that a small part of them left their bodies and entered your dream.

    7- always be yourself. never try to hide who you are. the only shame is to have shame. always stand up for what you believe in. always question what other people tell you. never regret the past...it's a waste of time. there's a reason for everything; every mistake, every moment of weakness, every terrible thing that has happened to you. grow from it. the only way you can ever get the respect of others is when you show them that you respect yourself. and most importantly, do your thing and never apologize for being you.

    8- learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had.

    9- i hate those moments, right before you go to sleep when you're forced to think about everything you tried so hard to forget.

    10- every once in a while, people step up. they rise above themselves. sometimes they surprise you. and sometimes they fall short. life is funny sometimes. it can push pretty hard. but if you look close enough, you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. and if you're lucky, i mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

    11- may the road rise to meet you. may the wind always be at your back. may the sun shine warm upon your face. may the rains fall soft upon your fields. and until we meet again may the Lord hold you in the palm of his hand.

    12- the only people you need in your life are the ones that prove to you they need you in theirs.

    13- be careful who you open up to. only a few people actually care, the rest are just curious.

    14- i've been walked on, used and forgotten and i don't regret one moment of it because in those moments, i've learned a lot. i've learned who i can trust and can't. i've learned the meaning of friendship. i've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. i've learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when i need to. i've been to hell and back a few times, and i won't ever take what i have for granted. this is life, live it one day at a time. you never know how many days you've got left.

    15- sonny, your eyes are red, have you been drinking? officer, your eyes are glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?

    16- sometimes love just isn't enough. sometimes we have to let go of something that once meant the world to us. not because we want to. but because we have to. but life will keep going with or without them. life doesn't stop for you, or for anyone else. life is life. it's hard, but there are those amazing moments that make you who you are. don't sit around crying when you let someone go. someday you'll be okay again. promise.

    17- if you admire the rainbow after the rain, then why not love again after the pain?

    18- no expectations, no disappointments. 

    19- smart people know their strengths, but happy people are the ones who have accepted their flaws.

    20- you wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? it's waking up on a monday morning with no complaints. it's knowing you always deserve to laugh. it's doing what feels right no matter what. it's doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. it's about being yourself, cause no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.

Thursday, 19 April 2012

  • 118) somebody that i used to know - gotye.

    1- it's nice having someone to talk to all the time. not literally every second of the day, but throughout it. just having someone you can talk to that takes you away from your boredom. just to talk about how things went that day, or what you plan to do later. it's such an amazing feeling to know that someone genuinely wants to talk to you. 

    2- don't quit because something went wrong. quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

    3- one day you're going to want that specific girl. that girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be for you. that girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the only way she knew she could but you wouldnt let her. that girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. that girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else appreciated. that girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. and by the time you realize that's the girl you're looking for, she'll be with the guy who already knew.

    4- facebook is a lot like a fridge. when you're bored you keep opening and closing it every couple of minutes to see if there's anything good, but nothing ever changes.

    5- your friends are your release. they're who you have the most fun with, and yet when the going gets tough, those people turn around and suddenly they're not just making you laugh, they're being this rock and giving you all their advice. even though you're so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, i guarantee you, your friends are in there. their influence is incredible. best friends are what you need most.

    6- nobody goes to mcdonald's for their salads. that's like going to a crackhouse for vitamins

    7- sometimes, you just can't tell anybody how you really feel. not because you don't know why. Not because you don't know your purpose. not because you don't trust them. but because you can't find the right words to make them understand.

    8- the secret of creativity is knowing how to hide your sources.

    9- remember when you were in kindergarten, and you meet a kid, and knew nothing about them, but ten seconds later you were playing like you were best friends; because you didn't have to be anything but yourself?

    10- sometimes the things we say sarcastically, are what were really thinking deep down.

    11- do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

    12- it takes strength to be firm and it takes courage to be gentle. it takes strength to conquer and it takes courage to surrender. it takes strength to be certain and it takes courage to have doubt. it takes strength to fit in and it takes courage to stand out. it takes strength to feel a friend's pain and it takes courage to feel your own pain. it takes strength to endure abuse and it takes courage to stop it. it takes strength to stand alone and it takes courage to lean on another. it takes strength to love and it takes courage to be loved. it takes strength to survive and it takes courage to live

    13- nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most, is the person you're best without.

    14- our lives are not determined by what happened to us, but how we react to what happens, not by what life brings us but by the attitude we bring to life. a positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.

    15- you can fool all the people some of the time, and some of the people all the time, but you cannot fool all the people all the time

    16- you can't change the one you love. you're not supposed to.

    17- the best athletes in the world are those who are willing to push harder then anyone else, and go through more pain then anyone else.

    18- sometimes i think that we waste our words. and we waste our moments. and we don't take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.

    19- someday you'll take a picture of your friends, and put it in a photo album with plans on never losing it. someday you'll realize a flaw in something you trusted to be perfect. someday you'll regret because we all do. someday you'll lose some one you love, but not necessarily because of death. someday you'll wish time moved a little slower, or maybe you already do. someday you'll pray like you've never prayed before. someday you'll want something so bad that you'd die for it, but you won't get it. someday you won't care that you aren't rich, or you'll find a friend who doesn't care that you are. someday you'll recognize the change, either in a positive or negative way. someday you'll look back on that picture and get butterflies because you miss it, and you know it.

    20- numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

Sunday, 08 April 2012

  • 117) lights - ellie goulding.

    1- i like being around somebody whose funny and has a good sense of humor. i know that not everyone can be funny, but it does make a relationship a lot more fun. it makes me want to be with that person and talk to them even more. i want somebody who i can comfortably joke around with, tell each other cheesy jokes, and at the end of the day, know that they're completely yours and you can just be yourself around them, instead of pretending to be someone you're not. 

    2- you're unhappy because your expectations are too high. don't lower them to a point where you no longer have standards, but don't raise them too much so that you'll never be satisfied. 

    3- if you ignore me, i won't wait around. i won't bug you, i just won't talk to you. simple as that. sure, it's going to be hard. it's going to hurt. but it won't hurt as much as being ignored, because i deserve better than that. i'll move on and find someone who actually cares about me, since obviously you don't. if you continually treat me like crap, what reason do i have to stay? 

    4- every time i went somewhere or did something, i thought, "you should be here with me." then i'd think of all the things we had promised to do, and all the places we said we would go. then i'd get angry, and then i'd feel sad, and then i'd forget about it because what else is there to do?

    5- fake friends are like shadows. they follow you in the sun, but leave you in the dark. 

    6- i love being in the type of relationship where you're totally comfortable around each other, and there's no pressure to act a certain way. there's no awkward moments. you can be weird and lazy when you're together, make fun of each other, tickle each other, and then just laugh it off like you're best friends because you are. a relationship where you call each other nicknames and there is lots and lots of laughing involved in the time you spend together, but you can also be serious. you can just be yourself, with the comfort of knowing that's what the other person loves the most. 

    7- if you really like a girl, you should tell her. if you really cared about her and thought she was worth it, you would tel her. because if you don't tell her, how do you know she doesn't lay in bed at night, and wonder to herself why she isn't "good enough"?

    8- you never text or talk to me anymore. you never keep conversations with me anymore. you kind of pushed me away, so i did the same. 

    9- i seriously can't stop thinking about you. you're pretty much the only person i want to think about and talk to. the only person i want to be with and call mine. i can't stop thinking about you, and i really hope you're thinking of me too. you just make me so happy, and i hope i make you happy. i just can't stop thinking about you and i really wish you were next to me at this very second. 

    10- don't worry. if someone doesn't want you back, i will always need you. if someone things you're boring, i think you're amazing. if someone is too busy for you, i'm willing to make time for you. if someone ignores you, i'm willing to pay attention. and if someone doesn't feel the same way, i'm waiting for you to feel the same way for me. 

    11- what comes easy, won't always last. and what will last, won't always come easy. 

    12- give attention to those who care about you. we spend so much of our time worrying about people who don't. you say there's no one there for you but the truth is, there is but you haven't been paying attention to them. the people who really do care about you. pay attention to those people. they're going to be the ones who have you back when the entire world turns against you. 

    13- life sucks when you have a good heart. you help too much. you trust too much. you give too much. and most importantly, you love too much. 

    14- i swear, it's so hard to talk to you sometimes. i know exactly what i want to say, but i can't seem to get the words out of my mouth. it's like they're trapped inside, and i don't have the key. i honestly think i'd have you if i could tell half of what i've been dying for you to know. 

    15- i hate falling for someone. because all you can think about is that one person from the time you wake up until the time you fall asleep. and you worry if they're talking to someone else, or have their eyes on someone else other than you. you worry that they'll meet someone better than you, that can make them happier. you worry that one day they'll grow tired of talking to you, and move on to someone else. you constantly wait for a call or a text, and most of all, you worry that the feelings they have for you will be lost, and things will never be the same. 

    16- respect their relationship. don't be selfish and go around flirting with those who are already taken. you're going to be the reason they end up single and heartbroken. they've went through a lot together, so they don't deserve anything that comes between them and tries to tear their relationship apart. go ahead, flirt all you want. but make sure it's with someone who is single. 

    17- i wish you knew how much i cared about you. i can't get you out of my head. it's like when i see you, i automatically smile. i'm always trying my best to make you smile too, to make you happy. i know i'm not perfect. i say things i shouldn't say, and i do things i know upset you. but whether the things i do are good or bad, please know that i have the best intentions, i really do. you're my first priority, at the top of my list. i care about you more than anything. 

    18- talking to an old friend makes you realize how much your life has changed. 

    19- you know who i like? those people you click with right when you meet them. you're not nervous or awkward around them. something about them just makes you feel comfortable. you can say what's on your mind without the fear of being judged, or saying something stupid. i like these kinds of people the most, because you aren't scared to be yourself when they're around. 

    20- i wish i wasn't so awkward. i miss out on a lot of chances to meet new people, get to know others better, and even sometimes relationships. i get self conscious about myself. i just don't know what to say in a lot of situations, and i feel as if i'm boring the other person with the lack of conversation. i love meeting new people, but i wish i knew what to talk about because whenever i try to i end up just being an awkward mess in front of that person. 

Monday, 26 March 2012

  • 116) so good - b.o.b.

    splitminded: almost lover (by agnescecile)

    1- good decisions come from experience, and experience comes from bad decisions.

    2- cute is when a person's personality shines through their looks. like in the way they walk, every time you see them you just want to run up and hug them.

    3- i've come to the conclusion that the best and most important things in life are the things that we can not see. that is the reason we close our eyes when we kiss a person we love, cry over someone we care about, and dream about what we believe.

    4- i'm so sick and tired of acting like i'm fine because truthfully, i'm not. i can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. you were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend, my everything and you ruined it all in that moment. and i acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, i didn't think it did but the tears are here and i now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world.

    5- call me a slut, call me a whore, call me whatever, i've heard it before. say that i'm fake, say that i lie, say what you want, it won't make me cry because i know it's not true. call me all that so what does it make you?

    6- if you're ever feeling down about yourself, like you can't do anything right, just remember; you were once the fastest, strongest, most victorious sperm out of millions!

    7- flowers will die the sun will set, but your a friend i wont forget, your name is so precious it will never grow old, its engraved in my heart in letters of gold.

    8- why don't you just kick my dog while your at it?

    9- the best thing that you can do in life is follow your heart. take risks. don't just take the safe and easy choices because you're afraid of what might happen. don't have any regrets and know that everything happens for a reason.

    10- things may look dismal at the moment, but everything happens for a reason. fear is just a distraction of your mind, but destiny lives inside a heart of hope, and dreams come true before your very eyes.

    11- here's to lying, stealing, cheating, and drinking. if you must lie, lie with the one you love. if you must steal, steal away from bad company. if you must cheat, cheat death. and if you drink, drink to the moments that take your breath away.

    12- there are some things in life that aren’t meant to last. they just take place in our lives so we will be smarter next time.

    13- got a problem with me? solve it. think i'm trippin? Tie my shoes. can't stand me? then sit down. can't face me? turn around.

    14- what is love? those who don't like it call it responsibility. those who play with it call it a game. those who don't have it call it a dream. those who understand it call it destiny. and me, I call it you.

    15- the good news is that you may have created my past and screwed up my present but you have no control over my future.

    16- it sucks when you know that you need to let go, but you can't, because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen.

    17- just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.

    18- even when you've played the game of your life, it's the feeling of teamwork that you'll remember. you'll forget the plays, the shots, and the scores, but you'll never forget your teammates.

    19- do not pay any attention to the people from your past, because there is always a reason why they are not in your future.

    20- i can't promise you the world, but i can try to give you a happy life. i can't promise you i'll never yell, but i can try to stay calm most of the time. i can't promise you i'll never make mistakes, but i can try the best i can. i can't promise you that i'll catch you every time you fall, but i can try to always be close by so i can help you back up. i can't promise that our love will last forever like in storybooks, but i can promise that no matter what, i'll never forget the memories i made with you.